9TH OCT- TAN JIA VERN'S BDAY

Today, 9th of Oct is one of my best friends’ 19th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Above are some photos taken with her and other friends. Btw, she's Jia Vern. I prefer to call her tan jia. lol. We were friends since form 1, together with Siang Yeng, Chai Hoong, and Chiu Khuk. The first one is a photo of me(right) and tan jia. look at my stupid dull hair n sleepy eyes haha. 2nd photo is from left-chai, siang, jia, n me(taken on siang's bday in june). 3rd photo was taken in jia's room earlier this year, with mafia boss, and the last photo is, well, obviously me n her. I’m feeling kinda serba salah now because I’m super broke right now, and I’m always broke when her birthday arrives. I have less than 100 bucks to survive for this month so I don’t know what to do. It didn’t help that siang and chai did not seem to take any initiative to do anything. ok maybe they are doing something bout it now, but i dont know. hahaha. i believe they DO remember her bday. Anyway, who am I to judge them? For a while, I thought her birthday was on the 10th, until I spoke to Mafia Boss. She’s upset because she has waited for the whole Sunday for us to ask her out…and I only did right after she agreed to go out with her UTAR friends. Now, I already promised to meet her on Tuesday, but I don’t have enough money for a gift, have no idea how to celebrate with her, and still not sure whether those two can make it or not. Ok I’m really a horrible friend. She and I have differences but we’re still good friends. And she never forgets my birthday. Adui. Dilemma…
Jia Vern, if you ever see this...i'm so sorry for being broke on your birthdayS and almost wishing you happy bday on the 10th. dont know if this would make u feel better-> i was almost as broke as i m now during siang's bday LOL.